Goodbye

It’s time to say goodbye…not because I don’t have anything to say, I have nothing you want to hear. Not because of a disagreement at an intersection, but that we are worlds apart. I know the choices I have made have brought me pain and gave you power that you never had. But the choice to part is not out of resentment but that of acceptance. The battles are tallied and the loser has been decided based on the fact that there wasn’t a winner. While wrongs we did were explained by a sentence, but when we were wronged it was explained in a Master’s thesis. No need to relish in mire of who is to fault or who should take the brunt of the blame. In this end, we both hold a guilty conscious and the verdict is the same. At one point the beginning offered hope, but in the end we both need change. I anticipate that you will move on, I pray that I can do the same. Our differences prove that opposites don’t attract, they collide. Now that the nuclear winter of our power struggles for the others mind has elapsed, we see that neither one of us would take the others side.

We had good times and bad, but the bad times are now all we have. I'm glad for what you have taught me and more astounded that I learned. But goodbyes are inevitable when we never said hello.